Lord,
They keep telling me Not to Blame myself because I did everything in my Power to Protect all of my Children. Yet, even my Best efforts weren't good enough. My baby was violated, GOD. A Grown Man Raped my Innocent child! How do I ever move forward from this? Is it even possible??? My heart breaks with every second, every minute, every hour of each day. I hurt so badly that I don't even know How to pray anymore. It's Hard to put this pain into words. All I keep saying is, "Lord, it hurts so bad" because it Does! Why do good things always seem to happen to Good People? I don't understand this. I can't wrap my brain around any of this. She doesn't deserve this GOD!!! Her Heart is the Purest Heart I know. She Sees You even when I don't. She trusts You while I keep asking you Why. Despite this hour of darkness, You continue to be her lulliby. Rocking her to sleep although all I do is Cry because it Hurts So Bad!!! God, help us through this, someway, somehow. Please don't let the devil Win this battle!!! I am begging you for Her Victory. Please help to keep me strong and continue to give her strength and peace. Not my will be done, I see That part clearly. But God, I need Your Will to be one that Includes Protecting Us from the enemy. The enemy within as well, because all of us are taking this very hard. Help us to endure and overcome. Help us Not to harden our hearts but to model our hearts like that of hers because even in the Midst of HELL, just like you, my baby never said a mumbling word. Please keep her mind, body, soul and spirit covered God. Like only You Can!!! This is my prayer, in Jesus Mighty Name. Amen.